Sara Percival’s Blog

Man, time has been flying. I cannot believe it is the middle of December. I guess since we are constantly busy in our lives, the world just flies on by. I can’t believe that Christmas is almost here. I guess I just haven’t been in the Christmas spirit. It has been a hard month lately. Iam trying to get through this month. It has been a hard week for me. It has been one year since I had my second miscarriage. My co-worker who has gone through them as well said that it gets easier with time. But she said that with it being so close to the holidays, it will be a very hard time.

I am happy to say that Jason and I are pretty close to being done with shopping. I still have to get a few small odds and ends, but it is pretty much finished. It was nice to get to spend some time with him while the kids were with my parents. It was good to just have the 2 of us get things done and then get to spend a nice dinner together. Don’t get me wrong, I love¬† the kids as if they were my own, but every once in a while, it is nice for just the 2 of us to go out.

I guess I better go do do more straightening up and laundry. I am glad I try to keep things straightened up as much as I can. The kids have also been pretty good about picking up things after they are done, so usually with all the running on the weekends, I am not as overwhelmed. I hope to get most, if not all of the laundry done today. But it all depends on the running to basketball games and to the store. I hope to get houseowrk done by the time the first game starts, then run to the store for a few things, then to get back home, put the stuff away and then head over to the other game. Jason should be home by the time we get back from the second game, so I think it is going to be a late dinner for us.

Well, I haven’t written much. Been busy as usual. Why is it that just when I think things are looking up, boom I get knocked back down. Work has been pretty good lately, just busy with things. The kids keep me hopping with different activities.

This month is starting off with a bang. I have been using Jason’s car and we figured with the weather getting colder, I would get the tired on my car. So, it has been in the garage while he located the size and while it was¬†there, it got inspected, a new battery and the tires as well as new windshield wipers. So the mechanic calls and I figured great, I can pick it up during lunchtime and that way Jason can have his car since he is off today. Well, I take it….no problems. Then I get up to Hazleton and next thing you know, someone is telling me my tire was wobbling. Thank goodness for that lady and thank goodness for AAA.

So I drop the car off and hope it will be done correctly. Then I am going to the doctor tomorrow because I don’t know what happened to my finger. It has a tight tendon, and it never bothered me before. So, last night while Jason was working on his computer, I dozed off on the couch.¬† wake up and thought I fell alseep and needed the blood to flow back in. So, I went up to bed a bit later. I woke up this morning and it is still feeling wierd. It is not hurting, and not numb, but it has a weird feel to it when anything touches it. So, hopefully I will find out what is going on. Hopefully it will not be anything major.

I am trying to keep myself busy this month. It will be a year since the miscarriage and my co-worker said it gets easier as time goes by, but the first few years are hard. I know Jason and I are talking aobut trying again, but hopefully it will not take forever. I would love to have a little one. Ever since I was young, that is all I have wanted. But hey, at least it is fun trying. Well, anyway, I will go for now. I am on call for work and am hoping it will stay quiet. I will be a bit late from work tomorrow as well. Comment if you wish. Bye for now!!