Happy Earth Day! Also, Happy Birthday to my uncle and Jerry’s daughter Meghan. It has been a bit of time since I have written. Things are just always crazy and hectic as usual. Not only with work, but now with the kids starting the sports. It is usually work, pick up kids, then off to practice. We have been having late night dinners, then off to bed.

Today has not been a good day. Work was not too bad, other than 2 appts cancelling on me. Then off to get the kids. Now it has been a fight for Janeen to finish homework. I had to also run Jason to practice and then run back down after getting to the house when I found his glove in the car. So, as of now, Janeen is still doing homework. Then after that she is off to her room. Her friends came over to see if she wanted to play, but at this point, I don’t think she is getting out of the house other than to pick up her brother.

I don’t know if it is hormones from the pregnancy or what, but things have been getting to me so much lately. I usually am a patient person, but this is just torturing me. I am ready to scream. I feel bad because right when Jason called, I just broke down into tears. I don’t want to keep doing that to him, but it is my only release. Anyway, hopefully things will get better. Jason is working so hard for our family and I totally appreciate what he is doing. Sometimes I don’t think he knows it. I just have to remind him that I love and appreciate everything he does for our family. I get on edge sometimes, but hopefully things will calm down.

I am also getting excited for Thursday. I am off from work, and going to my next ultrasound appt. It will be neat because it is more in depth and we actually will get a video tape to keep. It will be exciting and awesome. Sometimes I think I am starting to feel movements, but I don’t know if it is too early yet or not. Anyway, I just needed to post and vent a bit. I hope to write again soon. I will hopefully post something after Thursday to let all know how things are progressing. Until then, happy reading.!!